Lil more about me...

There were times when I said I don't believe in second chances. I used to think that people who do you wrong deserve no other chance of making it up to you, but now I have seen that I was wrong. If the whole world would think that way, no one would be truly happy. Everyone needs to have second chances, sometimes even more. . . It is only then that we get to really know someone [not that everyone messes things up from the first, but supposing that they do]. However, it is not always the same. You become more aware, not necessarily accusing or expecting anything bad, but more observant I guess. Perhaps I am not being clear enough, but I am just trying to sort out my thoughts here. It gets confusing at times so I just let this out and I'll come back afterwards and analyze more.
Moving on, I can sense life changing. I don't know exactly what yet, but there is something different around. Could be just me or maybe what I see in others and how I see others, but something is definitely different. Maybe it is no wonder my boyfriend calls me crazy!!!
Moving further on, I am really interested in knowing more about paranormal activities/occurences/experiences and the unexplained, etc... I just find it very interesting. Magic [white or black], the supernatural, witchcraft... I never really gave much thought to it before, but perhaps my ignorance of it made me believe for a time that it does not exist. I have come to believe otherwise. They do exist and they are around, but maybe not everyone experiences it... I have no way of knowing that. I've heard many stories and sometimes they may be fabricated by our imaginations, but we cannot always assume.
I think I can go on and on today but it is almost time for my class so I will have to close off.
By the way, can ouija (weegee) boards really connect to another dimension?? Even if it is made for fun??? I heard stories about that too... was meant for fun only but ended up bad...

Life's Surprises

Well, what can I say? Am enjoying the package for sure!!! Such hard blows that I found hard to believe... I just have to say that I am so glad that none of it was ever true. Or so I was made to believe. However, everything was worth it. And I am ever so glad I didn't make a decision without cooling off and thinking it through.

What A Life!!!

Mein, the last time I wrote I was so happy!!! Can't say the same for now, although am still a little bit happy! Well, it just serves to show that not everything will always be how I would like it to be.
The year started off okay, and I had great hopes for the latter part of the year but I was just informed that it will not be possible. However, I still have hopes that I can get some time away from here. I will see how that goes...
Besides this school life, everything seems to be left hiding from me. I probably should be worried and anxious about other aspects of my life, but surprisingly am not. Whatever may be happening is welcome. I am not bound to anything or anyone yet.
There are time when I seem to forget about everything and I know it should not be that way but i keep doing it. Previously, I made up my mind to change certain things about myself and to be honest, I haven't seen much changes. Well, I haven't given up hope. It is still worth trying!!!

My Holiday

I was so glad when classes were over for the Christmas holiday. I enjoyed myself a lot and now am totally relaxed and ready for the coming semester!! The week I spent in Corozal was good and x-mas day with the family was the best in years!!! When the day came to leave, I was happy and sad at the same time. It's not every time that laughter through tears is experienced.
However, we each have our own lives set before us.
Now tonight is promised with lots of fun also. I am sure it will be great!!!
I was expecting a huge change for this coming year, but it seems that that will not be so. At least not as soon as I was expecting. Perhaps in the latter part of the year. At least that is what I have hopes for now. I shall see what will happen. Besides that, I am still thankful for all that I have at the moment and I will continue to enjoy the presence of all those around me because I don't know for how much longer I will be around. With that said, I would like to wish a HAPPY NEW YEAR full of blessings to all my loved ones.

Life's so Sweeeeeet!!!

It's been a while since I've written anything good. Lost the inspiration. It's the same boring stuff going on, yet it's so sweeeet. I'm glad I don't have to wake up early and get ready to go for work yet. I'm really enjoying these days, since I won't have them again. Ever. Just got one more year of studying and then I'm joining the world of work. I tried it twice, in two different places and settings. I liked it. Even though working in an office can be exciting, I would prefer to be outdoors. Now where can I get a job like that here?? Well, will do what I have to do. For now, I'll just keep enjoying life as it is. I'll face everything else when the time comes.