Job #1

Working myself very hard right here. I managed to get myself a job and I have to say I am proud. I know it's unbelievable to those who know me, but yes, I am working. This is my first job and I like it, only caz it's very tiring. I get to talk to a lot of people and my co-workers, unbelievable isn't it? Me who barely talk to anyone.

It's Over

I can't say how good I feel right now. Classes were over for me since yesterday at 9:30. I had a big presentation to do for Tourism and I was fretting for the whole evening. I had no idea how the powerpoint turned up and didn't even know after who I would talk. But, it all went very good, and the best thing is that the judge liked it.
The documentary was about the cultural changes in Benque Viejo del Carmen.
I got through with all those but not with the world history assignment, only did half of it. I also left the webpage half done.

I'm heading to Corozal tomorrow.

What I Don't Want Again

This past week has been one of those that I really don't like. To begin with, I have two webpage projects that I didn't do because they were getting to my last nerves, two field reports to do for Intro to Tourism, due tomorrow, a final project, for Monday and ten major assignments for world history about the ancient civilizations, namely hunter/gatherer society, Egypt, Mesopotamia, Rome, Greek, the Indus Valley, China, Maya, medieval period and finally to cmpare religions. It would have been good if he just asked for a brief history, but no, he wants us to have everything about the position of the women, the economy, government, rise and fall of the empires, agriculture, their daily life, and the list goes on.
That is the reason why I feel like I can't go on. I just want to cry and scream and lock myself up and not come out again until somone promises to get me what I really want.
Which no one knows what it is, not even me.
Added to how I feel about the past month, I feel that this pile of work is going to kill me. Most of the time I go to sleep at 5 a.m, which shouldn't be strange, but still is.
I know that if the situation was a little different, I would be able to do this work, but I can't concentrate on it because I keep thinking about how things were before the 27 of October. That is one day I wish to erase completely from all what has happened.
Sorry Judz, caz that's your birthdate.
If that could just happen, and everything continue as before that, things would be much better for me.
What do I do?

Pay me no mind.

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Un-break My Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

By Toni Braxton

So much emotions in this song. I myself will never forget because of the sad memory it brings whenever I hear it. Driving home from the hospital late in the night after my little sister got sick.
This song was playing on the radio.
So long ago and it always still feels like yesterday.

Whatever happens Happens