What's It Like???????

You know, sometimes I wonder about stuff that I may or may not be thinking about. Well, at least for me it's not strange to think about, but when it comes to other people it is. I ask myself 'What's it like to be normal?'. According to most people, I am not what they expect a human to be, so I begin to wonder how, who, and what do they expect me to be. I still haven't found an answer to the posed question but that's not the issue. Normal human or abnormal human, I am still me. ;-)
I was also thinking about what does it feel like to be someone who tries hard to get somewhere and still gets nowhere? Do they feel good? Happy knowing that they try?
Oh, I recently heard something that made me feel weird. I was told am EVIL!!!! LOL...

April's Finally Here!!!!

Yay!!! April's presence means that I get to go home very soon! It makes me excited yet not too excited about it. I don't think I have mentioned how much I dislike living there. However, I will complain no more and just wait till we get out from there.
This time of the year also means that I have to get really busy. I have a speech to do and I have decided on a topic for now. I will just read all the information I was able to find and decide if it is good enough (am giving a speech about Ouija boards).
There is just too much to do and sometimes I wonder how I get through with all. In the end, I always do all I have to do.
Then for my other class I am thinking of doing 'Addiction: The Cultural Concept'.
So much going on right now and sometimes I find it hard to concentrate on one. When I get tired of it, I start doing another which makes me have a lot of work pending. Some of them half done, others are just being researched as yet, and others are just not even started...
I even have to think about upcoming social events. My cousin is getting married in 15 days and I am not even prepared yet. Wonder what they would think if I show up in jeans, and looking all unproperly groomed. . . Well, I don't know why I am fretting over it, since I always find time. . . no matter how limited!!!
Gotta go now. I'll just wait and see what's in store for me this weekend. The one that just went by was great!!! Barbecued at the riverside (river wasn't beautiful, but it was alright), and spent time with some people (they think I am not being anti-social anymore [huh, who ever said i was!!!]).
So this weekend I am expecting to see some sand and sea. Heading to my favorite island (if nothing comes up to stop me)!!!!!! I just know it will be great!!!!!
Anyway, goodbye for now and hope all goes well for everyone.

Lil more about me...

There were times when I said I don't believe in second chances. I used to think that people who do you wrong deserve no other chance of making it up to you, but now I have seen that I was wrong. If the whole world would think that way, no one would be truly happy. Everyone needs to have second chances, sometimes even more. . . It is only then that we get to really know someone [not that everyone messes things up from the first, but supposing that they do]. However, it is not always the same. You become more aware, not necessarily accusing or expecting anything bad, but more observant I guess. Perhaps I am not being clear enough, but I am just trying to sort out my thoughts here. It gets confusing at times so I just let this out and I'll come back afterwards and analyze more.
Moving on, I can sense life changing. I don't know exactly what yet, but there is something different around. Could be just me or maybe what I see in others and how I see others, but something is definitely different. Maybe it is no wonder my boyfriend calls me crazy!!!
Moving further on, I am really interested in knowing more about paranormal activities/occurences/experiences and the unexplained, etc... I just find it very interesting. Magic [white or black], the supernatural, witchcraft... I never really gave much thought to it before, but perhaps my ignorance of it made me believe for a time that it does not exist. I have come to believe otherwise. They do exist and they are around, but maybe not everyone experiences it... I have no way of knowing that. I've heard many stories and sometimes they may be fabricated by our imaginations, but we cannot always assume.
I think I can go on and on today but it is almost time for my class so I will have to close off.
By the way, can ouija (weegee) boards really connect to another dimension?? Even if it is made for fun??? I heard stories about that too... was meant for fun only but ended up bad...

Life's Surprises

Well, what can I say? Am enjoying the package for sure!!! Such hard blows that I found hard to believe... I just have to say that I am so glad that none of it was ever true. Or so I was made to believe. However, everything was worth it. And I am ever so glad I didn't make a decision without cooling off and thinking it through.

What A Life!!!

Mein, the last time I wrote I was so happy!!! Can't say the same for now, although am still a little bit happy! Well, it just serves to show that not everything will always be how I would like it to be.
The year started off okay, and I had great hopes for the latter part of the year but I was just informed that it will not be possible. However, I still have hopes that I can get some time away from here. I will see how that goes...
Besides this school life, everything seems to be left hiding from me. I probably should be worried and anxious about other aspects of my life, but surprisingly am not. Whatever may be happening is welcome. I am not bound to anything or anyone yet.
There are time when I seem to forget about everything and I know it should not be that way but i keep doing it. Previously, I made up my mind to change certain things about myself and to be honest, I haven't seen much changes. Well, I haven't given up hope. It is still worth trying!!!