Building Bridges

After two years, it felt weird meeting him again yet it felt like nothing ever really happened. The feeling is still there as it has always been. I still don't know what really happened but there will be time for that. For now, I will just dedicate the rest of my time to really get to know who he really is now. The task wouldn't be that hard if I wasn't so cold and 'alienated' but even that has a solution. A solution that I have been working on for the past week. I am not sure how long it will take me, but one thing I am sure of is that if I don't do anything to help myself, I will find myself so far from everyone I really care about. Before the gaps get larger, I have to get myself out there and gather materials in order for me to build my bridges - firm and long-lasting bridges.

My Life

Things are definitely working out for the best, whatever that best is. It's surprising how events have a way of going around and coming back. For now there is nothing to complain about except for a lot of school work, but there will be time for that. Sometimes I think that school isn't all that necessary. I should be concentrating more on what I am really here for. It is a bit difficult with all the work piled on me for now, but I will find a way to work out both. Until then, Best of luck to myself! Best of luck to you all too in whatever it is you are doing. Just remember that God is always there for you and me even when things seem to go wrong.

Days are numbered

Why is it that people continue to live a life that revolves around one thing? There are many, but there is one that they think is more important. Do they not realize that it will all be gone one day? They won't be here forever, so why bother. Yes, it makes them feel good for a while, but it is for nothing.
It's funny how a second can change things. One decision made by one person affects a whole lot of people than it is thought or intended.
Why is it so hard to live in harmony with nature and also with each other? Sometimes I get sick of everything. Where is the love?

My Questions

Lord, sometimes I think about all the things that are happening. I look at and listen to my friends' concern about their daily issues. I ask myself, "Is there anything that I can do for them with my whole heart?" But the biggest question is, "Is there anything else you would like me to do with my whole heart?"
As each day goes by I see many people suffering. It makes me wonder if they know about you. And if they do, why don't they trust in you? It just makes me so sad to see the world going crazy over money and material things. LOVE is being confused with lust and mere attraction. The worst thing is, I am not able to help every single soul.