Tuesday, December 04, 2007

What I Don't Want Again

This past week has been one of those that I really don't like. To begin with, I have two webpage projects that I didn't do because they were getting to my last nerves, two field reports to do for Intro to Tourism, due tomorrow, a final project, for Monday and ten major assignments for world history about the ancient civilizations, namely hunter/gatherer society, Egypt, Mesopotamia, Rome, Greek, the Indus Valley, China, Maya, medieval period and finally to cmpare religions. It would have been good if he just asked for a brief history, but no, he wants us to have everything about the position of the women, the economy, government, rise and fall of the empires, agriculture, their daily life, and the list goes on.
That is the reason why I feel like I can't go on. I just want to cry and scream and lock myself up and not come out again until somone promises to get me what I really want.
Which no one knows what it is, not even me.
Added to how I feel about the past month, I feel that this pile of work is going to kill me. Most of the time I go to sleep at 5 a.m, which shouldn't be strange, but still is.
I know that if the situation was a little different, I would be able to do this work, but I can't concentrate on it because I keep thinking about how things were before the 27 of October. That is one day I wish to erase completely from all what has happened.
Sorry Judz, caz that's your birthdate.
If that could just happen, and everything continue as before that, things would be much better for me.
What do I do?

Pay me no mind.

If you want to see some of my pictures,click here.

4 comments:

Everything has a reason why said...

yeah, life can be a real shitter sometimes huh? and i know its hard to understand sometimes why things happen... i can't say anything, except that they happen for a reason. but please try to put all that behind you, and try to find happiness once more... i know its gonna be hard.. but try

Leonardo Melendez said...

Such interesting assignments. Can't recall getting any of those at Heart. It's a pity you got little time to complete them.

Let me guess, Marcus had you giving out the jell-o shots. Cool pics!

Everything has a reason why said...

actually no, I put her to give out the jello shots, which marcus did.LOl
she looked great-and the pics were cool, seeing that i took some of them

* Ice Queen * said...

interesting but a lot of work. I love it, but it requires a lot of reading. and many sleepless nights