Who Cares?

I have been thinking as usual about stuff. If there is anybody who really cares about what we do, who is it? What do they care about? I know this might sound like something that maybe some people never think about, but really, who do we affect by what we do? Sometimes we might have it in the best of our interest when we do certain things but most of the time people tend to only bring up negative thoughts. I know and I have heard people saying that it is none of their business to try to make things sweet for others but should we think that way? People such as our parents go out of their way to make life easier for us, but we sometimes make life impossible for them. How can we be so blind? That's why we in turn should go out of our ways to help and care for others. Some say that those words are what you hear from the Bible and religion but not really. It isn't about a God or not, not really anyway. Wouldn't it be good to live in a world where there will be no corrupted minds? Where there would be less things to worry about? I don't know about you, but I sure would like to see a world like that. I am tired of listening to the news so I don't turn it on anymore. Not one day goes by without them announcing that someone was gunned down or stabbed to death. I am fed up of listening to my friend talk about things that wouldn't be happening if people would just start caring. I am terrified of going alone for a long-distance in a dark area because I can never who might be waiting. I get so scared when I hear noise around the house during the night. It also terrifies me when I have to pass a group of drunk men. What troubles me the most is the though of having to fall in love without barriers and limits only to find out that it is all a stupid game. Will any of this ever go away? I just live with the hope that one day it will all be over. It would fill me with joy to have peace and a sense of unity with the world.

Who Can Give an Answer??

Sometimes it is hard to believe the things that happen. As each day goes by, we experience different things and sometimes they give us strength or they bring us down. Just a few days ago,I was talking to someone and I just can't believe that a person can be so stupid and cold-hearted at once. Having known them for most of my life being away from home, it is unbelievable that they are losing what they had. I know they are paths of life that are inevitable, but not in that way. Whenever I hear about what happens and see what is going on around me, I always tend to feel helpless because I wish that I could do something about it to help them. It's gets so frustrating when I can't even find the words to say to make them feel better. Where will all this lead to? Is there and end to the cruel ways of the world? Those are only some of the many questions I ask myself about life. What ever happened to their heart? What kind of evil invaded? It's just too sad to think about. Not only do I feel for those who are closer to me but also for those I do not know. There were times in the past when people came to my family. We always gave them a place to stay and although I was small at that time and couldn't interact well with them, I still find myself thinking about what happened to them. Where are they now? Did they find what they were searching for? Do they remember that part of their past? Of course they do. Who ever forgets what they live and go through?
When I was younger, I used to think that the life we live is someone's dream. I thought that that someone would wake up one day and everything would be gone. Now I think that I was the one that dreamed a lot. I still do. There are times when I get so mad or disappointed when I just close off myself to everyone around me. I try to come to terms with the evil around but it just won't go. How do I learn to live with this? How do people live with it? More later. . .