Thursday, March 18, 2010

Who Can Give an Answer??

Sometimes it is hard to believe the things that happen. As each day goes by, we experience different things and sometimes they give us strength or they bring us down. Just a few days ago,I was talking to someone and I just can't believe that a person can be so stupid and cold-hearted at once. Having known them for most of my life being away from home, it is unbelievable that they are losing what they had. I know they are paths of life that are inevitable, but not in that way. Whenever I hear about what happens and see what is going on around me, I always tend to feel helpless because I wish that I could do something about it to help them. It's gets so frustrating when I can't even find the words to say to make them feel better. Where will all this lead to? Is there and end to the cruel ways of the world? Those are only some of the many questions I ask myself about life. What ever happened to their heart? What kind of evil invaded? It's just too sad to think about. Not only do I feel for those who are closer to me but also for those I do not know. There were times in the past when people came to my family. We always gave them a place to stay and although I was small at that time and couldn't interact well with them, I still find myself thinking about what happened to them. Where are they now? Did they find what they were searching for? Do they remember that part of their past? Of course they do. Who ever forgets what they live and go through?
When I was younger, I used to think that the life we live is someone's dream. I thought that that someone would wake up one day and everything would be gone. Now I think that I was the one that dreamed a lot. I still do. There are times when I get so mad or disappointed when I just close off myself to everyone around me. I try to come to terms with the evil around but it just won't go. How do I learn to live with this? How do people live with it? More later. . .

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