What's It Like???????

You know, sometimes I wonder about stuff that I may or may not be thinking about. Well, at least for me it's not strange to think about, but when it comes to other people it is. I ask myself 'What's it like to be normal?'. According to most people, I am not what they expect a human to be, so I begin to wonder how, who, and what do they expect me to be. I still haven't found an answer to the posed question but that's not the issue. Normal human or abnormal human, I am still me. ;-)
I was also thinking about what does it feel like to be someone who tries hard to get somewhere and still gets nowhere? Do they feel good? Happy knowing that they try?
Oh, I recently heard something that made me feel weird. I was told am EVIL!!!! LOL...